Lovesong

by: Adele

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

'Cause I love you

Gravity

by : Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long

No matter what I say or do

I'll still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch

You keep me without chains

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love 

And not feel your reign

Set me free, leave me be

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

Here I am, and I stand

So tall, just the way I'm supposed to be

But you're on to me and all over me

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile

When I thought that I was strong

But you touch me for a little while 

And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

Here I am, and I stand

So tall, just the way I'm supposed to be

But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see 

That you're everything I think I need here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

You're keeping me down, eh ooh

You're on to me, on to me, and all over

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long

White Flag

sebegitu cinta nya ulfa kepada mu, tidak akan pernah terbalas
rasa rindu, air mata, helaan nafas, pikiran, halayan, semua karena mu

ulfa tidak punya tujuan,
semenjak kamu pergi meninggalkan ulfa, 20 Maret 2019
kamu mengacuhkan ulfa
kamu menghindar
kamu tidak memberi jawaban semua pertanyaan ulfa

tersenyum kosong, menjalani hari
melaksanakan tugas kantor, hanya untuk mengalihkan pikiran ulfa dari mu
di usia ulfa yang sudah 34 tahun,
tidak akan ada orang lain yang bisa menggantikan mu
ulfa terlanjur cinta padamu
cinta pertama yang ulfa rasakan selama ulfa hidup

meskipun sangat menyedihkan
sebegitu ingin dicintaimu
tapi ulfa mencintaimu AP diusia 57 tahun mu

kamu tidak pernah percaya, begitu berharganya dirimu dalam hidup ulfa
ulfa hanya bisa diam, berharap, menunggu mu kembali, mengarah kepada ku

How Can I Not Love You

by: Joy Enriquez

Cannot touch

Cannot hold

Cannot be together

Cannot love

Cannot kiss

Cannot have each other

Must be strong,

And we must let go

Cannot say

What our hearts must know

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you

Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you

When you are gone

Cannot dream

Cannot share

Sweet and tender moments

Cannot feel

How we feel

Must pretend it's over

Must be brave,

And we must go on

Must not say,

What we've known all along

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you

Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you

When you are gone

How can I not love you.

Must be brave,

And we must be strong

Cannot say,

What we've known all along.

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you

Here in my arms

How does one waltz away

From all the memories

How do I not miss you

When you are gone

How can I not love you.

When you are you gone...

First Love

maria makin bertambah umur, makin bertambah berat badan, makin panjang juga rambut nya, bodohnya juga makin bertambah 😅

seperti kata teman kemarin, "ya wajar jika maria suka sangat. bisa dibilang dia first love mu"

iya dia memang "first love" maria
alasannya nya pun sendiri maria ndak tau
walaupun cuman sebentar
walaupun dia trauma
walaupun dia cuman main-main
sekarang sudah tinggalin maria

tapi maria terlanjur cinta

maria ndak bisa berbuat apa-apa, cuman bisa diam, melihat dari jauh

Blue Days

it's been like forever since i've got a chat from you
i miss you so much

rindu sekali ingin dapat sekedar chat dari mu
sedih ini tak terbendung
hanya bisa menangis, sejak muncul kata "off dulu"
tepat sehari setelah first date kita

hari-hari ini seperti 3 bulan lalu sebelum mengenal mu
menyibukkan diri dengan pekerjaan baru, agar bisa teralihkan
maria mungkin sudah seperti masa lalu mu, membuat mu trauma
maaf, tapi maria sangat mencintai mu, pacar pertama maria

i was told you, even if you push me away
i will always love you, it will not be changes

maria berikan ruang dan waktu yang dirimu butuhkan saat ini
ruang untuk bernafas dan berfikir
maria tidak akan mengganggu dan tidak akan menuntut apa-apa
kamu mungkin tidak akan kembali
tapi maria akan tetap di sini, di tempat maria,
menunggu jika suatu saat dirimu meluangkan waktu sejenak untuk kembali
menghabiskan sedikit waktu untuk membuat semua menjadi jelas